These Scars

by Kasshay
(Ohio)

Those simply little marks
On my wrist leave me scared.
Not just physically but mentally,
They remind me of
How much that you hurt me.

These scars show how much
I had loved you and I still do.
It hurts me that you don't care,
I would of never thought that you
Would leave me there standing alone.

I waited for you there
Hoping that you would turn around
And come back to me,
But you just kept walking away.

That's when I
Picked up the razor blade,
And made those cuts.
As I did tears were
Streaming down my face.
I watched myself bleed.
As the blood ran through my veins,
I thought of how
I'm nothing without you.

So now I wear these scars,
But not with pride.
I hate how they remind me of you,
And everything I can't have.
These scars are permaenant,
Just like the pain I feel inside.