this is who i am "the girl who self harms"
by shelle louise
(australia, nsw, wagga)
from start to finish i wonder why,
the cuts look good in this messed up lie,
the blood that trickles down my arm,
people all stare at the girl who self harms.
"the emo" they call me,
i turn to my name,
they act out slicing their wrists,
i hang my head in shame,
i cant help my feelings of being alone.
I hide my self for the day,
just longing to go home,
i sprawl on my bed,
with my razor in hand,
i stare in the mirror and let my self cry,
looking forward to the day that i finally die.