too far to reach

by belinda
(missouri )

you said yes and my
heart jumped i believed
you but i was wrong
you lied every chance
you got i gave you my
all and never lied you
said i had cheated i
told you the truth it
was a lie later to
find out you were the
real cheater you weren't
my first love but i
thought you were the
truest you were so far from
true and i hated you for
letting me find out
you're 4 states away
and could care less about me
i lay awake and think of
you while you cuddle in someone
else's arm i won't forget are first
and i won't forget you are last
you shared it with her the same
you did with me there is no
trace left of what was us
only what is no more
i will never lie but my
heart is sealed up
it floats in a sea of
nothingness and sorrow i will
die with you in my heart
the same way i live with it now