Too sweet for my own good

by Madison
(Wichita Kansas)

I'm 17 years old, and I am in the 12th grade. I've known this boy for a while now, at least two years or less but I've never really took the time to seriously get to know him because I have always been focused on other boys. But just recently I have kind of developed this weird feeling for him, he is different and he likes me so much. We have been dating for one month. I have never met a boy that likes me this much, he would do anything for me. It makes me smile just thinking about it, how one person could have so much love for someone that never treated them the same way. I know he likes me more than I like him, but I told him it takes time, and everyday I like him more. I don't focus on the bad about him, because there is bad in everyone, and he doesn't focus on the bad in me. He tries his hardest to be calm and understanding to things I like and don't like, and I am the same with him, it is a growing love. I know I'm not in love with him, and can't say that I know if I ever will be, but that's the thing about it, we're just growing together. Maybe one day I will love him, maybe I won't, but right now he's awesome.