Torn between Two Boys
by Peyton Grey
I'm a sophomore in high school and I am attracted to senior boys more than anything and I fall for the type of guys that are dealing with some sort of trial. I met a guy named Hayden in 8th grade and we were on and off for a couple years. Everything seems perfect when he and I are together.
We are best friends and have great times together. We know that we can come to each other for anything.
A girl on my volleyball team went for a guy named Andre. One day we all went to lunch just us three and from that day on, Andre and I have liked each other. We have texted non stop for three months and have gotten close. he is the sweetest guy I have ever met and always cares about the littlest things about me and treats me with more respect than any teenage boy ever has. He is an amazing person inside and out, but the other day, he told me what he has done with the girl on my volleyball team.
This made me so upset, I haven't looked at either of them the same since. I guess I could say that I'm in love with Andre over texting. I get so nervous in person even though we have talked a couple times. I'm starting to get my feelings back that I had for Hayden and I miss our kisses and long talks and I just need a friend to help me with what I'm going through in my life right now.
I can see myself with both of these guys, but I don't know what to do!