Triangle of I guess you could call love!
by Elizabeth
hello what is up with my life? it is like so screwed up.. okay first of all, i have fallen in love with this guy! i think is amazing for some reason! but one problem: he broke up with me ... for the one he says he loves! he loves her and i love him! and then he goes out with this other girl then they break up and now he is all about the girl he loves! but i still love him! and he will never know! and then i met this amazing guy! he is a little bit older than me and he has a girlfriend! he says he doesn't care about her and he wants to be with me.. only if i was older he says and he will not break up with his girlfriend because he says he doesn't want to be lonely! okay am i not enough for him? and he says he doesn't want to hurt her! but do you not think if she knew about me she would be hurt! Am i not enough for him? But lately i haven't even talked to him in like 3 or 4 days? i am starting to think he has changed his mind about me! i am just about to give up on him..it just seems like he doesn't care anymore! and he said yeah he wants to talk to me! but why hasn't he called? i just do not get it! we used to talk for hours but we haven't talked in like the last week for probably more than 10 minutes! if that! i mean i wish he would tell me if he has changed his mind about me? and if he has then idk what to do! and also another guy has recently came into my complicated life! Again! he is my ex i have dated him twice before! idk if he wants me to give him a second chance or what?? I used to like him a lot! we dated for a while then broke up and then about a month or so later he called and wanted to get back together so the stupid person i was i gave him a second chance and I could tell it wasn't the same ... it seemed like he really didn't have any feelings for me! and now he commented me on myspace and said what's up and i said nothing much, you? and he said bored and then he called me after that! yeah weird! and we have talked on the phone for a while and stuff! and i don't know if he wants to get back together with me or not! but idk what to do i still love that one person and that other person said he loves me and so did my ex and i just don't know what to do! because the one i really want to be with just wants to be with someone else! why can't he want to be with me and every thing would be just fine! and then idk i am kinda falling for these other two people well not so much the one i haven't talked to but i can tell i am starting to fall for my ex but i know if i do then i will be miserable again! i just dont know what to do! Click here to read or post comments. |