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by Unidentified...
(Stephenville)

This is me!

Don't you just hate it when the guy you love knows that you like him and that you know he will never be yours?

Well.. that's what is happening to me. I like this guy in my class. He knows I like him. He has known it for about 3-4 weeks now. All he does is stare at me. I don't know what the stare means? Help!

His smile is to die for and he is just so cute!
He is amazing. Absolutely amazing. He is the kind of guy any girl would want in their lives. I just wish this once, that I could get the guy this time. I mean, I can't be that ugly!

I'll show you a picture of me, you decide.
Yes, I'm chubby. But I swear to God, I'm losing pounds by the day! I've lost 30 pounds already and I don't think that has to do with anything. What matters is in the inside. Not what you look like. Not your age (even though he is my age).

I seriously just want to win the guy this time. I'm starting to feel terrible. I'm starting to put myself down and everything.

If anyone has anything to say to help me get through this, please, just please, help!


- Seriously sick of losing.