Unexpected Feelings

by Grace A. Macahilig
(Mandaluyong Philippines)

I meet you in an expected place when my heart was filled with the blues. I knew you in an unexpected time when my mind was drowning. I got a chance to know you better, and you temporarily washed away the unexplainable worries inside.

You make feel happy every time I see you. All the doubts in my heart vanish when I see your smile, every time I close my I see you there. I dream of you every night and day, every single second I want to see you. I think I`m paranoid, thinking unexpected feelings are drawn from my heart.

You gracefully entertained me. Pulled out my hidden personalities and renewed my mind with so much beautiful things around you. You gave hilarious jokes that made my sadness disappear. You deposited such wonderful and heart breaking words. You stole my heart before my eyes. You took me out of the blue. I really like the way you are, you're the Romeo of my dreams. You filled my heart with a very special thing.

But all of of those illusions vanished when I learned that you don't love me any more.

I was hurt but I did'nt want to show it. I laughed and said I`m fine. I tried to hide the pain so that no one can see it. But I am still hurt and continue feel the pain that your love brought me.