used and torn apart

by ac
(brownsville, tx)

he always talked to me as if i was the only one, he made me feel more beutiful and confident than ever. the way his gentle hands would touch me and the way his eyes looked at me made my heart palpitate to the rhythm of his voice. from being best friends we went to being more... then i realized i wasn't the only one. he only used me (and very well,)he took me to the stars and the return to earth was painful, very painful. i feel horrible finally i gave a chance to someone to make me happy,he did, but he completely destroyed me...its been almost six months and i still constantly remember him. just last night i had a dream of us and i thought it was real. when i awoke i came to realized the magic was gone... all i got to say to you is that i forgive you.... but nothing will ever be the same again.