Us...me and you
by Rhea Angelica Marababol
There were two hearts met with challenge. That moment was magical. There was harmony and soon, love in the air.
They fell in love and they started building castles in the air with their dreams and promised never to leave each one with all certainty. But, somewhere in the midst of the fun, they were just drifting away. There were so many questions, but no one had any answer...
The two hearts are us.
When I truly love someone I give my best and let the boy see the pureness of my intention. But sometimes the boy makes me cry and hurt me for the wrong reason. I truly love the boy that made myself; standing for what I truly felt.
I have burdened myself long enough but I still can't get out of this emotional trap. I know that the more I try to forget the boy I love, the more painful letting go will become. Ever since I never had to take the boy out of my heart at all, for he will always be there no matter how hard i try to drive him away.
His absence that makes this difficult but so does my stubbornness to accept the destiny that aligns forgetting next to impossible. I keep a cold face but deep in my heart, there's a very huge affection and there is still that lingering hope for reconciliation.
Somehow, I still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts. These thoughts gave me hope but it also breeds the seeds of my loneliness and despair.
I know that the only way to forget, is to accept and the only way to move on, is to look ahead and letting the footprints of the past be blown away by the wind of time but their could really makes myself harder and could never dare in doing to the boy I really love forever...
and that boy is YOU.