want to trust

by samira
(dubai,UAE)

i am engaged and am going to get married soon, everyting was going on smooth. he gave me his facebook password to play a game, i went to his inbox there were only my e-mails, then i went to the sent messages which he had unknowing not deleted and read his past mails.

he used to flirt on the net before our engagement, but after that there was nothing of such type mails..i know he is faithful with me and i want to trust him, but i am not able to.

he has many (female) friends in his list, i knew that before because he plays a lot of games...i asked him about this, he was quiet he said it was before engagement and after that he has stopped all this. i know he is telling the truth but i am not able to have the same trust..

i hope u can reply to me soon.