Wanting to be more than friends!!!
I have a major crush on this guy for about 5 years now and he lives nearby. It only seems like we're close friends, but I wish it could be so much more. I truly do love him although I've just entered the teen years, there's so mush more to come. He's dated some of my best friends and even my very own cousin. Life just isn't the same when I am not dreaming, thinking, or being with him. I write a note everyday to express my ways. I have so many it's to hard to count. Eventually when I'm brave enough i will give him every single one. I need to let go and move on but my heart won't let me do so. I'm not sure what to say or even how to say it but 5 years is a long time to love a boy when you're not sure that he loves you back.