waste of time?

by Cassidy
(canada)

i have made a mistake, i'm only 15 but i was crushed. i've liked the same guy for over 2 years. we finally were dating, i was the happiest person ever but after i wasn't so happy because he got jealous at everything, like if i was hanging out with my best guy friend, or went to a dance, or any place there would be other guys.

after 3 months, i told him i wanted a break just for a little while. but he took it way too seriously and now i lost him. we were best friends, and i lost him, i miss him. we never talk anymore and it's just really awkward around him now. he has a girlfriend now that is 2 years younger than him which is kind of weird (i think, because he's in grade 10 and she's in grade 8).

but i feel like i messed up big time and i can never take it back. if i could, i would. but i can't...