what am i doing?

by lizelle

what am i doing?
do i really love him
or is it just imagination
is it to make my ex jealous
or is it because i do really love him?

he understands me and he cares bout me
but i don't know what to do anymore
i don't have an idea anymore
when he says he loves me i am happy
when i am with him i am happy

but he has always been around me
my ex is his best friend
my ex broke my heart
i though he cared
but it was clear he didn't

and it was clear his best friend cared about me more then he ever did
is this how it is supposes to be or is it wrong?
please help me