What could have been....
by Bella
We were introduced my a mutual friend and we immediately clicked. For the next month or so we had the best time just hanging out and going to parties and whatnot. I could see that I was developing a crush on him but I kept my distance because I was so guarded because of my last relationship. Then, after an awesome night of hanging out with friends, "He" kissed me. I was so excited!! I couldn't believe it! We shared a few more encounters after that night. I was really happy because "He" was was helping me forget my last relationship, who was still haunting me. Then, abruptly, it was over. I found out that he was interested in another girl and so I backed off. He ended up dating one of my friends. We never spoke of it again. I moved on to my current boyfriend but I never really stopped thinking about him and all the fun we had. Then, just recently we started talking again. There was some drama with "His" ex, my friend, and he got my number. He called me and we started the conversation about "His" ex and the situation at hand. Then our conversation moved to catching up and then about us all those years ago. We both confessed that we had had more than just physical feelings for each other. I thought he had just lost interest, but he actually thought that I didn't feel anything for him and that I was just messing around. This broke my heart because it wasn't the case at all. When I told him that he was the only one to help me and make me forget my ex, he got upset. We both started talking about what could have been. It was nice to have closure but at the same time, we were so sad and frustrated because we never spoke our minds to each other about the situation until it was too late. Now, we both have other people we love and there's nothing we can really do about us. It's sad to know what might have been. I won't forget him because to this day, he still puts a smile on my face. Get back the one you love Click here to read or post comments. |
