What hurts the most?
by Your admirer
It was September that we started to talk, While you and I were on a morning walk You complimented me that you loved my eyes, When I heard this I became red and shy I told you that I loved your smile You looked down and gave me the same smile 13th of September was my birthday, You greeted me first and made it lovely and gay You gifted me with a Cadbury Celebration About which I always thought even When I was doing meditation. I took the wrapper and the box, Which is now safely kept under lock! I remember the times we spent together, When we sat beside each other And had Maggie and a cold drink together I look at that gift and smile And my heart tells me that you are only mine Whenever you pass by my class side, My eyes follow you till the last sight. When I was in my class and you peeped, My lips were already smiling and sealed. Whenever you say "HELLO" There are 10 eyes looking at me and saying "OoOoOOOO NaNo Nano Nano Nano" I look back and wonder how things have changed, and now I feel that my feelings are caged. And you tell me now that we both are just friends, Am I stick , so easy to bend? My heart had this fear, Now because of this I have tears I remember those days and feel sadness on my face I try to forget those days Sharing my thoughts with my friends while having a cold drink and Lays. Because those days can never come back, And I know my friends are always with me when I'll be sad You people are my helping hands And I remember those friendship bands I know I can never get you back, You may be something I will always lack I think you weren't in my fate, I did a mistake of taking you as my life mate. I request you to crown me your love, I promise you, I'll be your matching dove . 25th September was a nightmare, I can never forget the pain I had to bear. I never thought that I would get so serious, But God knows why am I still so curious! ( to have a glance of you). I am waiting for the day give me a ring, And I'll be on the ninth cloud with an all mighty wing I know one day we'll depart Only my heart would feel the sadness And I'll be left alone in this world of darkness. |
