What is love?
I met this guy and I wasn't too sure about him when he asked me out. We started to date for a week or two and I had already started to like him a lot.
It was alright, nothing amazing, nothing horrible. But then we decided to take a different road. Did we fall in love? We weren't really sure where to take our relationship. But suddenly we felt something, something special.
Was it love? I still ask myself what was it? We were together for almost 8 months. Unfortunately I decided to end things because we both cheated on each other. Although he lied about it for a month.
I didn't know if I should give him another chance or not, I chose not to. I mean why should I? So he can go back to hurting me again? No I don't want to do that anymore, he broke my heart and he left it broken without even trying to fix it.
Now this might sound like it's not love at all, but what we felt was truly amazing and I've never felt this way about anyone before. He was a really special guy and I miss him like crazy.
I clearly can't live without him and it sucks because I'm in a way, trapped. If i leave him, I'm going to want him back and if I stay with him, I'm going to get hurt again. I ask myself everyday since the breakup: what is love?
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