Why Love Sucks

Why Love Sucks

The only guys I attract are the kind of guys that would make anyone miserable to be with: stalkers, psychos, and tools. You know, those kind of guys who if you say "no thank you" in the most polite way, they automatically treat you like a dog the next day.

When I fall in love with someone, they turn out to be users, or so far out of my league that they wouldn't even consider me as an option. I know that I end up becoming the loser in those situations, but yet I still feel these useless emotions lingering around me.

I suffered this pretty recently after I got over my last relationship...I also still have feelings for him. I feel so filthy...to be honest he was my best friend of 8 years and I was too shy to tell him and jeopardize our friendship. I almost did one time, but it was too late. He has a girlfriend now. I feel happy for both of them but I still cry myself to sleep over it.

I told my mother and she said she went through the same thing when she was my age and that things will get better over time, but look where that's gotten her: an alcoholic ex-husband, a roomate no one can stand, and two children: one who is going off to college, and one who is complete failure (me).

Looks like when it comes to relationships, I'll never be happy because I'll never have a real boyfriend or husband, or I will get one, marry him, only to have him kick me out of his house move and nerver see his drunk self again.

Why am I even here, I always wonder to myself...I'm useless.

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