Why the hell do I keep on trusting you?

by Christina
(WI )

I don't know why I trust you anymore.
You broke my heart more than once, you said you were sorry but you keep on doing it!
But the sad thing is I love you too much to let you go!
I wish I could put you through all the pain I have gone through,
to put you through all the tears,
all the I wonder questions,
but most of all I want to put you in a depression.
But why the hell can't I say sorry and leave you?
I wanna know!
I wanna be able to say I hate you, get out of my life, you've hurt me more than
any other person in the world.
But it's sad I can't bring myself to say that.