why wont he talk to me?

by melanie
(san diego, CA)

so there's this guy named Kevin. I met him a couple months ago at balboa because he was meeting my cousin nina for the first time. They were friends on facebook for a long time but haven't met each other face to face yet. So I went with her. At the time, Kevin liked Nina, but she thought he was annoying.

After meeting him, I got his number and we started texting. Soon we liked each other. Then one day he asked me out but I said we should wait until we knew each other a little more and he said ok. We flirted a lot and acted like we were going out. So next week I'm going to meet him at the mall and we could hang out and we were really excited. Then later that day, he told me that he wasnt a virgin and I was really freaked out and didn't really react very well. So I apologized the next day and he said it was ok.

Now it seems like he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. And I don't know if he's still mad at me or not. Plus he's going to camp on Tuesday and gets back on Saturday and doesn't know if he can make it to the mall.

I dont know if he's really going or just making an excuse for not going. And Nina used to say she didn't like him, but now says that she's ok with him, but there's just something in her voice that sounds like she still doesn't like him.

Nina is the closest person I have and I want to tell her so many things but I don't want her to be mad or hate Kevin. So what should I do with the two of them?