Why?
by XrazorXbladeXkissesX
(milaca mn)
why,
why me,
how come tears come when i think of that night,
when i think of it happening again,
when i think of everything that happened,
when i think of you,
when i think of us,
when i think of the good times,
the bad times,
when i think of the things you said,
the things you did,
the things i felt,
the reasons i cut,
the reasons i hate you,
the dreams i have,
the thoughts i can't get out,
the wishes i take back,
the things you did ta me,
while i'm screaming "no",
it's like you didn't hear,
its like you didn't care,
its like i wasn't there,
but i felt everything,
the pain,
i can't ignore,
the pain i still feel,
the pain,
i'm never gonna be the same...