will this Love last?
by barbie
(new haven ct)
my fiance and i haven been going thru alot lately were both kind of stressing because weve been trying to find a place of our own and things arent exactly going the way we want and we HAVE to move out soon. on top of that we've been arguing and fighting almost everyday over the smallest things. and i have to admit sometimes its my fault but its because sometimes i feel like he just doesnt care bout our relationship anymore. And that makes me lash out in anger.
I know i might be pushing him away but i dont know how to stop. I tell him all the time that i will stop lashing out i just need him to just be there for me but his response is always i dont know how to but it is so easy for him to mess up but he never knows how to fix things.
i just need him to shows me he cares as much as i do and i know that with every relationship there will be problems and im willing to deal with the problems and try and work things out but i dont think he is.
lately i feel so distanced from him even when we're right next to each other. things just dont feel the same between us. and to top it all off he just recently tried to contact his ex over facebook and we got into a big argument because i told him i dont want him to have anything to do with her because that was the girl he cheated on me with in the past but he wont listen.
now that incident makes me doubt whether i can trust him or not. PLEASE help me i know for a fact i dont want to lose hime but am i to do when i feel like he doesnt love me no more. when i feel like maybe hes ready to let go and move on?
will this love last or am i just holding on to something that's not there?
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