Without You

by Kai
(USA)

Without you, I feel so alone.
Where is my sun, that brightly shone?
Through the darkest of days, and most cloudy of nights?
Where is the one that fueled the light behind my eyes?
It was only a fight.
You ran away from everything in spite
Of what we had.
It was so true, alive.
Now how can we possibly survive?
I only see your face in the crowd.
Its telling me, just screaming out loud,
"I don't want you!
I left you!
Get over it already!"
But I fear that I may never be steady.
On the outside I smile,
But my mind is numb.
I can not think of what will become,
If i let you go and just drift away...
There is no place I would rather stay,
Than in your arms, holding me fast.
When I was there,
It felt like it'd last.
But that was BS.