Won't Give Up Without a Fight

My one and only broke my heart,
Five days before our fith month anniversary,
I loved him and still do,
When I say forever I mean forever.

When he said,
"I dont think were meant to be together.",
I couldnt speak,
My head spun,
A lump formed in my throat,
My eyes blurred.
My first thought was
"I cant believe this is happening."

I begged for him to stay,
For him to love me,
Like once before,
I need my him,
He is my life source and without it,
I cannot function.

Now I did hurt him also,
Of course not on purpose,
I broke his heart,
I dont see how i did but thats not the point,
To him...I did.

I blame myself for this,
Even though a part of me wants to hate him,
I cant,
Love never leaves,
Im going to keep trying,
And trying,
And trying to get him to come back to me,
I wont give up without a fight.