You don't see me...

by Amanda
(Florida)

You don't notice my deep cuts. You don't notice my heartache...You should notice. Did you ever REALLY care? I don't think so. When I laugh, you think it's a joke. When I cry you think YOU did something wrong. See me inside. What I really feel. I don't cut myself. I scar myself. I don't think, I imagine. I don't hurt, I die. My life suffers. The people around me suffer...Fix it. Please. Before I regret myself. Before I become the one thing I absolutely dislike...I need to run into a hole. I need help.

Help me.