You Said

by Julianna
(NJ)

You said you loved me. You said you cared. You said I was yours forever. But you lied. I was only yours for a mere few weeks.Maybe the love was real at first but now I will never know. You said we could still be friends and that hurt the most. Now we barely talk. And you only want me when you are drunk or high and I let you have me. I wish I can finally say I'm over you, but you make it so much harder. You said all these things and you weren't serious. Maybe I can take this as a closure because you will never be mine again. As bad as I want it, it will never happen. It was a good month but it was just a fling I guess. But what is killing me inside is that what i said, i meant every little thing. I wish you realized that but it's to late now. So I'm moving on and saying goodbye. But this is all because everything you said and everything you didn't mean