You that I've Always Wanted is Never Meant to be.
by Nur
(Singapore)
You that I've always wanted is never meant to be.
Or is it?
You went silent for years maybe you stopped loving me.
Or did you?
You called after two years and said that you still love me.
I said I was engaged and my wedding day is near.
You said I could stop the wedding if I still love you.
I wanted so badly but it was not that easy.
You came on my wedding day and you gave me that smile.
The smile never touched your eyes I could tell it's a lie.
And I gave you that very same smile the most that I can.
For I still love you and hope this is just a nightmare.
I've tied the knot with someone else and now I'm happy.
Or am I?
I still hope that someday you and I will reunite.
Or can we?
This love is but a forbidden love.
A love rightfully just shouldn't be.
So dream no more we shall just let go.
Let fate moves its course while we stay low.