You told me you loved me
by June
(Tooele, Utah)
You told me you loved me.
You told me you cared.
You told me you would stay with me.
What did you care?
You left me alone.
You left me hurt.
Now all that is left of me,
Is this empty hard shell.
While I was at home,
All alone by myself.
You were out at parties,
And fucking random girls.
You did not think about me.
You did not think how I felt.
You did not think I would,
Somehow possibly find out,
Where you were going,
Why you were out?
But I did find out,
You see.
And now I am alone.
No you,
And me.
Why did you not think,
About you,
And me.
When you were out with your friends?
You did not care about me.
That is why.
That is why.
And now I see.
Why you,
And me,
Can never work out.
But I am still not happy.
You meant everything to me.
You still do.
You see?
And you broke my heart.
I do not like you anymore.
But I still love you.
How does that work out?
I wish you could see,
How you affect me.
My moods,
My attitude,
Everything about me,
Changes when you are around.
But you do not care.
You do not care about me.
Just leave me alone.
Leave me in my misery.
I will sit at home,
Like when we were together,
Except this time I am thinking,
About how you could do this,
When you said you loved me.
You said you cared.
You said you would stay with me.
But you did not care.
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