You're Gone
You’re gone.
I try not to think about you too much.
It hurts so bad.
All I want to do is hold you.
But I can’t, and it’s killing me.
Why didn’t we get the operation earlier?
Why didn’t the vet get all the cancer?
Why did you have to die?
Why?
I have nothing without you.
I smile, and laugh.
But inside I’m dead. Inside I’m broken.
No one can see that.
No one is looking.
They see what I want them to see, and I say that’s really who I am.
But it’s not. I’m not okay. I’m not happy. I’m shattered into a million little pieces.
Baby you're all that I want. And you’re lying here in my heart. I’m finding it hard to believe, you’re in heaven.